Finding myself

         For years now I have found myself in relationship
after relationship. It has been beautiful, transforming, eye opening, and completely heart breaking. I dated someone who was my best friend, I dated someone who I thought was my soulmate, and I dated someone with no expectations. each relationship ended with tears and pain. There were so many loving and positive times I shared with these men. I also found myself questioning what I was doing every. single. time.

      Its funny though because whenever I find myself spending time alone, I find myself to be happier. Is that mean? I literally find myself filled with passion, motivation, and bliss.
I spend more time with friends, who lets face it... will ALWAYS be there for you.