A karmic relationship

I gave you all that I had,
I saw your pain, so I tried to give you my happiness.
I saw your confusion, so I tried to give you my wisdom.
But I was confused too
I thought I could just give those things to you.
But I can't
I never could
Only you can heal yourself
The best thing I can give you
Is our memories
And now space
I must go, to heal myself
But also to heal you.
Please don't forget that all I wanted was for you to be whole.
This moment will build you stronger then you ever imagined.
Build yourself.

Letting it go

Have you ever walked into a room and just knew you didn't belong?
This is how I feel almost all the time. I appreciate everyone but I also have zero tolerance for negativity. If you lie, have no integrity, and love to spread poison I'll avoid you, try to break me and watch me grow stronger. It's time to move forward, My heart is longing for a home to call my own, but I have NO idea where that should be. I crave a home that everyone can call home when they walk in. It's time to figure out where my life is going. But Ahhh it's all over the place.... California, Washington, Oregon, another country?? 🙊 time to do some serious soul searching ❤️