Victim vs. warrior

Life is something that is incrediblely precious, every single person you come into contact with has a lesson to teach you. You can live life acting as though you are a victim of bad experiences, bad timing, or bad people. Or you can realize that it's a lesson you must learn. That's where evolution happens, I've meet a lot of really bad negative people. I thought that I didn't deserve to be treated however I was being treated. I realized that if I used those hard times to grow stronger and play the warrior role that I would start to see more positive things happen. I am constantly changing, I am thankful for the lies and pain and tears, It brought me to where I am.❤️ These last couple months I have met the most beautiful, loving, happy, adventurous human beings. All my beautiful sisters at school have taught me .... Just by being themselves.... How to appreciate the beauty and uniqueness in women. I'm no longer in competition I love to see them flourish in their own individual ways. I've met people who make me live fully in the moment. I love this life..

Being minimalistic

When I was 18 I got into my first serious relationship, it was exciting and I spent the following 4 years with the person I thought was who I would die with. As time went on I realized we had a beautiful friendship but that was it. When we broke up I gave up everything thing I owned ( couches, TVs, bed, home decor, clothes, and even my dog) the hardest part was giving him my dog :( everything else I couldn't stand to look at. I didn't want all that baggage! I moved back to my parents but I had also met a new guy who made me feel passion and excitement I basically lived with  him living out of a backpack for months, and not having my own room or shower. I could always go home, but that's not what I wanted. I wanted every second with him, to take care of him, to give him everything. I dove too deep, I fell too hard, and in the end my heart was broken and I learned what betrayal was. But I can not complain because it taught me the lesson I needed to learn in life. Now I'm living with my aunt, again with barely anything to my name,  but I have never felt more free in my life. I let go of everything familiar, started school, and am beginning the most transformative period of my life. I am thankful to have a strong mind, and a strong heart, I learned form my previous relationships. I now know what I deserve, I now believe that I do not need to rely on a man for my happiness. And I am loving the person I am today. I hope to spread this love and to meet new and exciting people to join me on my journey ❤️